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14 March 2012 @ 04:54 am
On Rainy Days  
Title: On Rainy Days
Author: cafekkokure
Chapters: 2/8
Band: Alice Nine
Pairing: Nao x Shou
Rating: PG-13
Warnings: Angst, Mild language
Summary: Since the rain is falling, I think I might fall as well.
Disclaimer: I don't own anything but the story.
Author Notes: This is next part of my series, that I have yet to think of of a creative name for. They're actually song prompts I guess really, but eh, it helps me write in the long run. Other than that, enjoy.
Previous Chapters: Ch I: Even in my Dreams


A man who had been trying to run to the front doors of the apartments he lived at, suddenly slid in a puddle that had formed from the current downpour that had seemed to plague Tokyo for the last few days. He fell down to the ground with a crash, dropping his bag of groceries all over the ground. Great, this was not what he needed. Band practice had already been a disaster because of his inability to concentrate on playing his drums. Now he slips in a puddle of water the size of the Pacific Ocean, and goes tumbling down to the ground. A sigh pushed past his lips as he managed to stand and gather up the things he'd dropped and make his way to the front doors. Great, he was not soaked right down to the bone with cold water. Between the puddle and the rain, he was shivering still even after he stepped inside the building an had begun making his way to the elevator.

Once he had made his way back to his apartment, he threw the groceries down on the table before retreating to his room to rid himself of the wet clothes that now clung to his body. Tentatively he reached into his coat pocket an withdrew his phone from it. Raising an eyebrow, he noticed he had a text message from Shou. He felt his heart drop as he debated as to whether or not he should even open his phone. In the end, he opened it, with a sigh, taking a deep breath before proceeding to read it. His eyes trailed down the message. It was an invitation to join the other for some coffee at Starbucks tomorrow. The last line said that Shou hoped to see Nao there tomorrow. Frustration kicked in as he threw his phone onto the bed and continued taking off his rain soaked clothes.

Nao didn't understand. How could Shou pretend they had never been together. That they had broken up on a few weeks earlier. He was treating their relationship as if it never happened. The drummer took his pile of wet clothes and tossed them into the dryer, an then switched it on. He then made his way back to his room where he took out some warm, dry clothes, quickly dressing with haste as to make sure he could warm his body back up, to prevent his getting sick. Once dressed again, he collected his phone from the bed, before proceeding out to the living room where he threw himself face down onto the couch, half screaming in frustration, and half crying. How does one answer a text from your ex asking you out to coffee, without feeling like shit? Oh wait, there's no way to do that is there? It's not even possible. Dammit was Shou being so insensitive. Nao picked up his phone, feeling tears prickling the corners of his eyes as he sent his reply off to the vocalist.

Why couldn't he just say that he was busy? But no, he had to tell him he'd meet him there and put himself thru more mental torture than he already was. He felt so stupid for acting like this. For feeling all these feelings. If the other was pretending that their relationship never happened, he could only fear the worst. Perhaps he'd be forgotten in general. What would this mean for the band? His mind was spinning downward. Shou always contacted him outside of practice on rainy days. Only rainy days. It's like he only contacted him on days when he knew he was physically and mentally crying.

"You're so stupid Shou-kun. And I still love you either way..." Nao closed his eyes, hugging the pillow on his couch into his chest, and began to sob.

But when the rain falls again
All the memories of you I hid with effort
It all comes back, it must be looking for you
Current Mood: crushedcrushed
Current Music: It's War | MBLAQ
Emmaemmzidance on March 13th, 2012 08:45 pm (UTC)
Don't break my heart girl :c

NaoxShou is one of my favorie parings and nearly no one is writing about them and it makes me so happy to see this but at the same time its hard when its angst.

I love angst, but..

I was afraid to read this or not because if its a sad ending it ends up with me depressed .__.'

Don't ask why...I'm just that kind of person

But I will read this <3

Please, pretty please update soon!

Kepp it up hun~!
つよいるい 「花」: HE KICKED ME.cafekkokure on March 13th, 2012 08:50 pm (UTC)
Thanks hun <3 I love Nao x Shou and they get no love, so I write them from time to time, but thank you for reading and the update will be up sometime in the next hour or so or later tonight after I get back from classes <3
Emmaemmzidance on March 13th, 2012 09:48 pm (UTC)
Can't wait ♥
つよいるい 「花」cafekkokure on March 13th, 2012 09:53 pm (UTC)
New fic is up <3 4 will probably be up tomorrow